haggard_hannah
Proud to be a Loser!
Hi everyone,
I've been on CD since January and have lost nearly 8 stone. Naturally, I waas delighted with my weight loss and new image at first, but slowly I'm becoming more and more unhappy with how I look now.
I'm starting to get into the mindset that whatever I lose, or however thin I get, it will never be enough.
I only have 2 stone to go before I reach goal and I can't see myself being too many sizes smaller (I'm a 16-18 now). And it's just hard to get my head around the fact that, even when I reach a healthy weight, I still won't be thin.
It feels like a treacherous area to be in, mentally. It's quite scary.
I've been on CD since January and have lost nearly 8 stone. Naturally, I waas delighted with my weight loss and new image at first, but slowly I'm becoming more and more unhappy with how I look now.
I'm starting to get into the mindset that whatever I lose, or however thin I get, it will never be enough.
I only have 2 stone to go before I reach goal and I can't see myself being too many sizes smaller (I'm a 16-18 now). And it's just hard to get my head around the fact that, even when I reach a healthy weight, I still won't be thin.
It feels like a treacherous area to be in, mentally. It's quite scary.