Don't be so hard on yourself, this is such a difficult thing to do, and most of us (definately me!) stumble along the way!
You CAN do this, it will take a lot of effort, it may take longer than you think, it may be harder than you think, you may fall along the way..... but that doesn't mean you can't get back up and keep going!
Can I ask a favour please?
In your signature strip, you have completely discounted the achievement of losing over a stone by saying you 'failed' to meet your target by 2 pounds! You lost over a stone and that is something to be proud of! Who cares if it took a week longer to get there? no one except you! Its still an achievement and I would love for you to look at it in a different way!
Our counsellor says goals are important, but it doesn't mean we can't relook at them and change them.
In answer to your question 'what am I am I bulimic?'
well, you are 'slimslow'! (sorry don't know your name!)
Doing what you did once doesn't make you Bulimic, but I would really recommend if you eat again, just allow your body to digest it and move on. There is no need to make yourself ill. The weight will come off anyway sooner or later if you stick to the diet most of the time.
Best wishes to you!
Mags
xxx