xsarahloux
~~someday!~~
I need a cathartic confession!!!
As some of you know i quit smoking in february - nearly 4 months ago!! then i started LT and the concept of not eating drinking or smoking was a nightmare!!
I have been fighting for the last 2 weeks and have really struggled. Also my periods have reappeared after 2 years of me preventing them with my amazing contraceptive pill that stops them all together!
so generally been feeling a bit down in the dumps and as a result, have just bought some cigarettes and smoked one. :copon:
it wasnt that pleasant and feel a bit sick now but knowing me it wont be my last.
ah well - at least i know i CAN quit smoking so a relapse isnt such a bad thing - and much better than a food binge!
:break_diet:
thanks for reading!
As some of you know i quit smoking in february - nearly 4 months ago!! then i started LT and the concept of not eating drinking or smoking was a nightmare!!
I have been fighting for the last 2 weeks and have really struggled. Also my periods have reappeared after 2 years of me preventing them with my amazing contraceptive pill that stops them all together!
so generally been feeling a bit down in the dumps and as a result, have just bought some cigarettes and smoked one. :copon:
it wasnt that pleasant and feel a bit sick now but knowing me it wont be my last.
ah well - at least i know i CAN quit smoking so a relapse isnt such a bad thing - and much better than a food binge!
:break_diet:
thanks for reading!