yeah i'm off the wagon at the moment but i'm on holiday, and yes you can do holidays and still be on the wagon, all i know is that i have a target and come what may i will reach that target, no matter what and at my specified target time.
seriopusly you have to be really focused, and yeah that may mean writing down what you want, buying a dress that youwant to fit into , or thinking of someone you want to impress look like etc etc, for me presonally these are all motivators to get back on the wagon and hit target.
you can do it!!!! you know you can!!!!
be strong, and focused. xxx