miss_mallow
Banned
height : 5'8
highest ever weight: 245 lbs
starting cd weight: 230 lbs
goal weight: 160 lbs (may be edited)
start date: 13/05/09
Hi all, I decided to write my progress down in a diary when I began cd. Initially I was happy to keep it to myself, but after reading other peoples diarys and realising how much they helped me get through my first week I decided to share it for anyone who it might help.
First of all, a little about myself. Im a 21 year old student living in northern ireland. I also work part time in a supermarket stacking shelves.
Looking back I wasn't really a chubby child at all, always taller than most but never overly fat.
I think i began to put on weight when i was around 14. That akward age where things were growing so I refused to do P.e.. you know the score.
Well I found myself looking at my 21st birthday party pics in absoulute disgust. There is one particular photo of me in between my boyfriend (27) and brother (20) and I look like I weigh the same as them put together!!
enough is enough! So exactly 1 week ago I began my CD journey, and in that 1 week I have lost a staggering 10 lbs!
I really cannot believe it. A few days ago I was so close to giving up.... trying to tell myself to just be happy with the way i am!.. but i didn't and i am so glad.
Im in day 8 today and for the first time I feel sheer determination, no food is nice enough for me to jeoprodise my first real chance of being happy with myself in years.
Heres hoping my attitudes sticks with me for as long as my unwanted weight has! lol
i'll try and update every day when possible!
thanks for reading xxx
highest ever weight: 245 lbs
starting cd weight: 230 lbs
goal weight: 160 lbs (may be edited)
start date: 13/05/09
Hi all, I decided to write my progress down in a diary when I began cd. Initially I was happy to keep it to myself, but after reading other peoples diarys and realising how much they helped me get through my first week I decided to share it for anyone who it might help.
First of all, a little about myself. Im a 21 year old student living in northern ireland. I also work part time in a supermarket stacking shelves.
Looking back I wasn't really a chubby child at all, always taller than most but never overly fat.
I think i began to put on weight when i was around 14. That akward age where things were growing so I refused to do P.e.. you know the score.
Well I found myself looking at my 21st birthday party pics in absoulute disgust. There is one particular photo of me in between my boyfriend (27) and brother (20) and I look like I weigh the same as them put together!!
enough is enough! So exactly 1 week ago I began my CD journey, and in that 1 week I have lost a staggering 10 lbs!
I really cannot believe it. A few days ago I was so close to giving up.... trying to tell myself to just be happy with the way i am!.. but i didn't and i am so glad.
Im in day 8 today and for the first time I feel sheer determination, no food is nice enough for me to jeoprodise my first real chance of being happy with myself in years.
Heres hoping my attitudes sticks with me for as long as my unwanted weight has! lol
i'll try and update every day when possible!
thanks for reading xxx