HellieCopter
Gold Member
I am so weak! I am back in the office after 10 days holiday and what's the first thing I do? Bagel for breakfast. There go my syns for the day. Not that I was supposed to be having anyway - trying to undo the holiday damage.
This is me supposedly being angelic til WI on Weds. Why am I on self destruct? I was good yesterday but am totally not in the zone now. It feels like, cos I know I've gained, it doesn't really matter if I keep eating badly up til WI on Weds, because I've gained anyway. When really what I want to do is get on with being good again asap...but I can't seem to do it!
And today, I've got a conference up in Morecambe *yawn* and no idea what the food will be like so I'm out of control again...
Grrr...I'm not feeling positive today. Post holiday blues!
Sorry for the moan!
This is me supposedly being angelic til WI on Weds. Why am I on self destruct? I was good yesterday but am totally not in the zone now. It feels like, cos I know I've gained, it doesn't really matter if I keep eating badly up til WI on Weds, because I've gained anyway. When really what I want to do is get on with being good again asap...but I can't seem to do it!
And today, I've got a conference up in Morecambe *yawn* and no idea what the food will be like so I'm out of control again...
Grrr...I'm not feeling positive today. Post holiday blues!
Sorry for the moan!
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