BlackRose
Gold Member
Hi all,
I don't know how many times I've tried LT before, all with varying degrees of success and duration but I've always fallen off the wagon. No actually I have leaped from the wagon and rolled mercilessly down a mucky hill eating sweets and bad stuffs along the way!!
Anyways, the upshot of it is I am heavier now than I have ever been and I have never been so unhappy in my own skin before. To say I feel fat and hideous wouldn't even begin to describe it. I am utterly depressed -in all senses of the word and I know that this time I need to do it. I've come on here before full of positive declarations and shouting HOORAH THIS TIME I'M GONNA DO IT! So I'm not about to do that again. This time I am taking it an hour at a time. Not even a day at a time because as we all know, a day on LT can be a mighty long time!
So today is day one, I have had a shake and am feeling like I might just get through this day. After that I'll take it from there.
So GOOD LUCK TO ALL and HAPPY LIPOTRIMMING!!!
I don't know how many times I've tried LT before, all with varying degrees of success and duration but I've always fallen off the wagon. No actually I have leaped from the wagon and rolled mercilessly down a mucky hill eating sweets and bad stuffs along the way!!
Anyways, the upshot of it is I am heavier now than I have ever been and I have never been so unhappy in my own skin before. To say I feel fat and hideous wouldn't even begin to describe it. I am utterly depressed -in all senses of the word and I know that this time I need to do it. I've come on here before full of positive declarations and shouting HOORAH THIS TIME I'M GONNA DO IT! So I'm not about to do that again. This time I am taking it an hour at a time. Not even a day at a time because as we all know, a day on LT can be a mighty long time!
So today is day one, I have had a shake and am feeling like I might just get through this day. After that I'll take it from there.
So GOOD LUCK TO ALL and HAPPY LIPOTRIMMING!!!