SexyBecks1
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Hi All,
Well after my bigger weight loss last week you would think that I would be on top of the world. So why did I have to lapse big style?????? :break_diet:
I feel so cr*p both in body and mind. More mind than anything. I really need to get this off my chest as it is not the first time. I think the fact that I told no one before (excpet one person and you know who you are!!), it was like being back in my old ways.
I really want these thoughts to stop.I can't stop thinking about f**d. It's starting to really do my head in. I have been doing so well so why did I have to ruin it?
I just feel so frustrated with myself.
Please give me a big kick up the backside as you are the only people I can tell. Mum would be really upset as I have lost more weight than her and if she knew I'd lapsed as well she would be so annoyed. I know my other half would kill me as he didn't want me to do this anyway.
Please help!!!!!!!!
Well after my bigger weight loss last week you would think that I would be on top of the world. So why did I have to lapse big style?????? :break_diet:
I feel so cr*p both in body and mind. More mind than anything. I really need to get this off my chest as it is not the first time. I think the fact that I told no one before (excpet one person and you know who you are!!), it was like being back in my old ways.
I really want these thoughts to stop.I can't stop thinking about f**d. It's starting to really do my head in. I have been doing so well so why did I have to ruin it?
I just feel so frustrated with myself.
Please give me a big kick up the backside as you are the only people I can tell. Mum would be really upset as I have lost more weight than her and if she knew I'd lapsed as well she would be so annoyed. I know my other half would kill me as he didn't want me to do this anyway.
Please help!!!!!!!!