Caledonian Chick
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Starting a diary today to try and muddle throught the nonsense that is my life at the moment. Have you seen the movie Disaster Movie (Has all the potential of being a blockbuster but is filled with complete nonsense, very similar to my life.....)
A bit of background -
I'm short, I'm fat, I'm 42, I'm a mother, I'm still fat, I'm no longer a wife, I've got a great job, I have a lovely house (apart from the falling down part), oh did I mention I was fat, I've got a fantastic family, I can just about afford my gas bills, I enjoy my holidays and photography, I havent had a date in over a year.......oh did I mention I was fat.
I'm working from home today mainly because I dont really have anthing decent that fits me any more to go into the office with. It also gives me the time I need to start planning my FAT ATTACK!. I'm back on the Slimming world plan today and I'm not going to use this diary to log food / exercise etc but use it more to give my brain a work out. Let all those thoughts that clog up my few and far between brain cells have an outlet.
Okay dokay, I'm off to make a pro/cons list for motivation (top of that list will be the clothes thing which becomming a major issue!!!!!) and to stick a picture of a very skinny beautiful woman onto my fridge door (cow !) ....(bet she doesnt last the day!!!!!)
If you've read this, then thank you and do come back again.
CC x
A bit of background -
I'm short, I'm fat, I'm 42, I'm a mother, I'm still fat, I'm no longer a wife, I've got a great job, I have a lovely house (apart from the falling down part), oh did I mention I was fat, I've got a fantastic family, I can just about afford my gas bills, I enjoy my holidays and photography, I havent had a date in over a year.......oh did I mention I was fat.
I'm working from home today mainly because I dont really have anthing decent that fits me any more to go into the office with. It also gives me the time I need to start planning my FAT ATTACK!. I'm back on the Slimming world plan today and I'm not going to use this diary to log food / exercise etc but use it more to give my brain a work out. Let all those thoughts that clog up my few and far between brain cells have an outlet.
Okay dokay, I'm off to make a pro/cons list for motivation (top of that list will be the clothes thing which becomming a major issue!!!!!) and to stick a picture of a very skinny beautiful woman onto my fridge door (cow !) ....(bet she doesnt last the day!!!!!)
If you've read this, then thank you and do come back again.
CC x