Hi clarins
Im really sorry to hear you have been finding it so hard. I remember you were really looking fwd to starting and excited about it. Its such a shame it hasn't worked out for you.
I just want to wish you lots of luck on your weight loss journey whatever you choose to follow, you just have to find something that works for you everyone is different. My cousin did great on Weight Watchers but I never managed to get past 8lbs loss, I am doing great on LL but one of my friends only lasted a week. You just have to find something that works for you. Good Luck
x