Kimberleyski
Full Member
Ok I restarted Cambridge about 3 weeks ago and was doing really well.
I had come off for 2 months before because of holidays etc.
I made myself restart as I have my brothers wedding on the 18th Oct and wanted to look amazing in a dress I am having made.
But for some reason I keep sabotaging myself, went out on Sat night with full intention of drinking water and not eating, but ended up eating! Although I did stick to the water.
But when I have a goal to work towards and want to lose as much as possible before then, why do I insist on cheating.
So annoying as when I first started I was 100% perfect too!
I had come off for 2 months before because of holidays etc.
I made myself restart as I have my brothers wedding on the 18th Oct and wanted to look amazing in a dress I am having made.
But for some reason I keep sabotaging myself, went out on Sat night with full intention of drinking water and not eating, but ended up eating! Although I did stick to the water.
But when I have a goal to work towards and want to lose as much as possible before then, why do I insist on cheating.
So annoying as when I first started I was 100% perfect too!