hi Ruth,
I can only speak for myself but this is my second time on CD and this to me is the golden time. I don't think I was ready last time.
All I can say is. Yes this is bloody horrid, my whole life at present resolves around CD and the 'glop' as my daughter calls it. BUT until recently my whole life revolved around my obesity, my lack of self esteem and my being miserable. I looked at a period of time (6 months) and looked at what happened in those months, I was amazed at how fast it had gone past. I reckoned that to 'give' CD 6 months of my life in ordet to be happy here on in, is actually a very small comittment. It in't hard but now on day 17, with my husband sitting next to me eating a roast dinner, I can honeslty say that I feel more at peace now than I have on months!
So try to work out why you want to be slim again, you know you can do it as you have done it before, you need to find whats holding you back... make a list of pros and cons of being slim! Whatever it takes...
But if you want it, you can do it!
x