hannahike
Full Member
I just cant seem to get back onto tfr!
I came off it for 2 months and tried to restart again last wednesday... i was doing well and sticking to it till i found out i would be working on a film over the weekend and wouldnt be able to have my shakes so it seemed like a reason to have to eat.
I then went bk on on monday but that only lasted a day cus its my bf bday this weekend so made the excuse... its not worth startin again if i have to come off for this weekend... i will go back on again next wednesday!
Im lettin myself down.. i know that when i start again on wednesday, that will be it... there is nothing else that id have to "come off it for".
Cus im unemployed as well and desperately looking for a job, i have been eating out of pure boredom!
We move into out new flat on friday and im hoping that will be the start of something new.
When I get to my target weight.. i just dont want to still be a fat person inside that is still obsessed with food! :break_diet:
I came off it for 2 months and tried to restart again last wednesday... i was doing well and sticking to it till i found out i would be working on a film over the weekend and wouldnt be able to have my shakes so it seemed like a reason to have to eat.
I then went bk on on monday but that only lasted a day cus its my bf bday this weekend so made the excuse... its not worth startin again if i have to come off for this weekend... i will go back on again next wednesday!
Im lettin myself down.. i know that when i start again on wednesday, that will be it... there is nothing else that id have to "come off it for".
Cus im unemployed as well and desperately looking for a job, i have been eating out of pure boredom!
We move into out new flat on friday and im hoping that will be the start of something new.
When I get to my target weight.. i just dont want to still be a fat person inside that is still obsessed with food! :break_diet: