Whilst I have a fabulous goal to aim for (fertility treatment in October) I just cannot get my head in gear, I feel like a total failure. I'm going to get weighed again tonight, and I feel like I'm just fobbing off my fab CDC. I can do the odd day 100%, but the next day I can't stick to it. I know I can do this, so why CAN'T I do it?
I'm sorry to sound so negative and crappy, and I know no-one can do this for me, but I do feel as if I need to consider whether I need to leave cambridge diet for a while, and come back to it when my head is 'right', or will I just use that as an excuse to not go back to it.
Work is really stressful at the moment, (but I'm leaving there in a few weeks) but we are also in the final stages of moving house, which is also really stressful. It looks like I'll be finishing work on the thursday, moving on the friday and starting a new job on the monday, which is NOT ideal to say the least.
Food is my crutch. It makes me feel 'good', which is why I'm turning to it more and more recently.
I'm so sorry to whinge, my husband doesn't really get it, and I'm dreading going to get weighed tonight, because it's another week that I've failed at it, and I feel like I'm letting my CDC down.
Gah, I'm crying now.
I'm sorry to sound so negative and crappy, and I know no-one can do this for me, but I do feel as if I need to consider whether I need to leave cambridge diet for a while, and come back to it when my head is 'right', or will I just use that as an excuse to not go back to it.
Work is really stressful at the moment, (but I'm leaving there in a few weeks) but we are also in the final stages of moving house, which is also really stressful. It looks like I'll be finishing work on the thursday, moving on the friday and starting a new job on the monday, which is NOT ideal to say the least.
Food is my crutch. It makes me feel 'good', which is why I'm turning to it more and more recently.
I'm so sorry to whinge, my husband doesn't really get it, and I'm dreading going to get weighed tonight, because it's another week that I've failed at it, and I feel like I'm letting my CDC down.
Gah, I'm crying now.