Royal Purple
Full Member
I'm just feeling really demotivated right now because I went off the rail for just one day and put on everything i lost last week.
i just think it's not fair how it's always so easy to gain weight but so difficult to lose it. i'm on the verge of giving up but i hate being fat.
i really need so motivation guys. starting again is going to be so difficult. how do you even get through the first day? i always cheat, and then as the days go by i cheat more and more until one day i just totally mess up.
like today.
i hope i'm not destined to be fat forever or something. i sorta feel cursed.
i just think it's not fair how it's always so easy to gain weight but so difficult to lose it. i'm on the verge of giving up but i hate being fat.
i really need so motivation guys. starting again is going to be so difficult. how do you even get through the first day? i always cheat, and then as the days go by i cheat more and more until one day i just totally mess up.
like today.
i hope i'm not destined to be fat forever or something. i sorta feel cursed.