Seaneen
Short and pink
I've been having a tough time sticking to this diet recently. One of my best friends died in December, after a battle with depression and alcoholism. It was my dad's anniversary a few days ago, and he died due to alcoholic liver failure two years ago. My grandad also died last month.
I have been having a tough time coping with all this recently. I guess things are hitting me somewhat. I'm only twenty two and it's difficult to deal with close deaths occuring in a short space of time.
I still want to lose weight but it feels so superfluous at the moment. I have barely been on this diet. I haven't gained any weight whatsoever but I know I will hate myself if I don't give this a chance. I don't want to be on another diet ever again.
I want this to be it but emotionally, I'm finding it difficult. Whereas I'm not exactly using food as a comfort, eating, eating normally, is normal, and is one of the only normal things in my life right now.
How do you get around emotional issues like grief and get into the swing of things?
I have been having a tough time coping with all this recently. I guess things are hitting me somewhat. I'm only twenty two and it's difficult to deal with close deaths occuring in a short space of time.
I still want to lose weight but it feels so superfluous at the moment. I have barely been on this diet. I haven't gained any weight whatsoever but I know I will hate myself if I don't give this a chance. I don't want to be on another diet ever again.
I want this to be it but emotionally, I'm finding it difficult. Whereas I'm not exactly using food as a comfort, eating, eating normally, is normal, and is one of the only normal things in my life right now.
How do you get around emotional issues like grief and get into the swing of things?