toller-girl
constantly confused
I've noticed at work, I make lots of jokes that centre around me being a chocolate obsessed greedy pig. I work online so people can't see me, but I can't seem to let an opportunnity pass me by for self depricating 'fat' jokes.
I think I see fat as a part of my personality, rather than just an aspect of my physical apprearance.
Do other people tend to do that? If so, how do we change? I'll have to change my way of thinking so that I don't see myself as a fat girl (otherwise I'll have no chance of keeping it off) but it's been SUCH an integral part of who I am, I can't imagine what else I'll be.
It's as though the absence of fat will create a vacuum in myself, and I need to find something to fill it.
Has anyone else had similar thoughts?
I think I see fat as a part of my personality, rather than just an aspect of my physical apprearance.
Do other people tend to do that? If so, how do we change? I'll have to change my way of thinking so that I don't see myself as a fat girl (otherwise I'll have no chance of keeping it off) but it's been SUCH an integral part of who I am, I can't imagine what else I'll be.
It's as though the absence of fat will create a vacuum in myself, and I need to find something to fill it.
Has anyone else had similar thoughts?