Hi Blenheim.
Use these coming two weeks wisely, and it will set you in good stead for the start of the diet. If you start cutting back on Carbs now, you will have little to no headache - it can make a huge difference in how you feel when you go into ketosis, as you won't be having quite so sever carb withdrawals. For some it is most unpleasant. Because I had 8 weeks before my class started, I had plenty of time to do that, and I had little to no side effects.
You can also use that time to do some mental homework. I have said this once, I will say it a thousand times - the mental way you approach this diet can be the difference between success and failure. I firmly believe that. Start wrapping your head around the fact that you will not be having any food for some time. It sounds like you think a lot about food. I was exactly the same way. As I was eating one meal, I would be thinking about what the next meal wa going to be. If you start accepting you are going to be abstaining, and that you are CHOOSING to do this, and that it is a mere blink of an eye - a very small sacrifice, it will help you so much to stay focused and to keep the desire to be slim burning. Picture yourself in all sorts of circumstances whrer you will not be eating conventional food. Work. Nights out. Family. Events, etc. Really see yourself doing that, and beinig able to.
Get yourself organised. I cleared out a whole cupboard of all food, even though I only needed 2 shelves. That is MY safe zone. Nothing in there but LL products, tape measure, books, tea, tabasco, etc., - all the things we can have. It sounds silly - but I love my little cupbaord. When I come back from group and stock it - I love the way it looks. All healthy, clutter free, ,etc - I just love it. hehe
I feel by my having time to do these things has been the difference, for m, between success and failure. What I was so frightened of has turned out actually to be one of the easiest things I have ever done in my life. And that's over 100 days in. I feel as committed and inspired today as I did on the first day. It's changed my life.
So. I wish you loads of success!! You will change the habits you have that you don't like, and I think a fair share of the addiction to food is just that: a habit. Of course they have many times been fueled by emotions - I sort of see now, that for me anyway - it is more of a habit then anything, and I sometimes wonder if I used my emotional baggage as an excuse? Might have to write more about this on my diary.
Well, I have waffled on long enough. Have a good two weeks getting ready for the start of your new life!!