slimforlive
Full Member
Hi all,
Ok, I'm grabbing the bull by the horns, and restarting tomorrow.
I did CD SS last year for 14 weeks and lost nearly 3 stone - and felt bl**dy fantastic! Then came Christmas. Then came a 2 week holiday in Florida. So here I am, wanting to lose 2 stone - I think I'm ready for it - i got back from my hols on Tuesday, and now all my clothes just feel tight and horrible, and I hate it! I put on 7lbs while I was on holiday (for 2 weeks in Florida I think that's good going!!) so I know soon as I lose that my clothes will feel much better - then I want to keep going and lose the last stone/stone and half.
To be honest, I feel a bit of a failure - I read all the posts on here about people who put weight back on, and thought - no way will that be me. And here I am. I feel as if I didn't learn anything about eating healthily etc - and just kept thinking 'doesn't matter if I eat, I can go on CD to lose it!' which is SO the wrong way of thinking! Hopefully I'll learn a little more this time round!
Anyway - Im starting for real tomorrow. I'm excited and scared at the same time - just looked back on my diary I did when I did it first time round, and the feelings of how the first 3 days felt came flooding back - so I may be on here a LOT as this website was a Godsend!
Used to post on the main forum, but I'm embarrassed to go back there and say 'I've failed', so If it's ok with you all, can I stay and play here?
Thank you, and look forward to getting to know you all, and already look forward to the support I know I'll receive from you all
xxxx
Ok, I'm grabbing the bull by the horns, and restarting tomorrow.
I did CD SS last year for 14 weeks and lost nearly 3 stone - and felt bl**dy fantastic! Then came Christmas. Then came a 2 week holiday in Florida. So here I am, wanting to lose 2 stone - I think I'm ready for it - i got back from my hols on Tuesday, and now all my clothes just feel tight and horrible, and I hate it! I put on 7lbs while I was on holiday (for 2 weeks in Florida I think that's good going!!) so I know soon as I lose that my clothes will feel much better - then I want to keep going and lose the last stone/stone and half.
To be honest, I feel a bit of a failure - I read all the posts on here about people who put weight back on, and thought - no way will that be me. And here I am. I feel as if I didn't learn anything about eating healthily etc - and just kept thinking 'doesn't matter if I eat, I can go on CD to lose it!' which is SO the wrong way of thinking! Hopefully I'll learn a little more this time round!
Anyway - Im starting for real tomorrow. I'm excited and scared at the same time - just looked back on my diary I did when I did it first time round, and the feelings of how the first 3 days felt came flooding back - so I may be on here a LOT as this website was a Godsend!
Used to post on the main forum, but I'm embarrassed to go back there and say 'I've failed', so If it's ok with you all, can I stay and play here?
Thank you, and look forward to getting to know you all, and already look forward to the support I know I'll receive from you all
xxxx
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