lemma1968
Silver Member
For a few days now my head has been in turmoil.
I am currently hating my job - i feel stressed as hell on a daily basis and the only day I feel i have any respite is on a Saturday. By Sunday morning I am feeling low, sad and wanting to run away cos the awful cycle begins again on the Monday morning.
I can't change jobs - i am self-employed and dealing with either tragedy or conflict on a daily basis. My lovely hubby is a mature student and is only just starting the last term of the first year of a 4 year degree. I have 2 gorgeous children and I know that there is no way out in the short term cos i have to keep all the balls in the air for them.
I had such a bad day on Friday that my head was telling me that i always cock things up, am not cut out for my job, deserve all i get etc etc.....:sigh: My client was asking me how come i could have a successful life when she has always managed to make so many mistakes. It just shows that you cannot judge others by what you see on the surface. Even people who look confident can lead desperately unhappy lives.
I know it will pass, and I am trying not to let it affect the LL plan.
But i am really low today and not even reading all these lovely threads is cheering me up.
Sorry for whining - i just needed to purge.:wave_cry:
I am currently hating my job - i feel stressed as hell on a daily basis and the only day I feel i have any respite is on a Saturday. By Sunday morning I am feeling low, sad and wanting to run away cos the awful cycle begins again on the Monday morning.
I can't change jobs - i am self-employed and dealing with either tragedy or conflict on a daily basis. My lovely hubby is a mature student and is only just starting the last term of the first year of a 4 year degree. I have 2 gorgeous children and I know that there is no way out in the short term cos i have to keep all the balls in the air for them.
I had such a bad day on Friday that my head was telling me that i always cock things up, am not cut out for my job, deserve all i get etc etc.....:sigh: My client was asking me how come i could have a successful life when she has always managed to make so many mistakes. It just shows that you cannot judge others by what you see on the surface. Even people who look confident can lead desperately unhappy lives.
I know it will pass, and I am trying not to let it affect the LL plan.
But i am really low today and not even reading all these lovely threads is cheering me up.
Sorry for whining - i just needed to purge.:wave_cry: