Scared

I'm going to hospital on Monday for my initial consultation - which I know is a good thing - but I'm scared.

My relationship is all arguments, disappointment and cutting comments. I'm scared it's over even though I'm not happy at the mo.

And I'm scared I'm going to eat. I mean REALLy eat. It's my class tomorrow but I don't want to talk about it there as I have missed alot of classes through being ill and felt quite the outsider when I went to class last week.

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<<<hugs>>> Aww Ms. Moon. Sorry you have such rough times at the moment.

Firstly, I would suggest, that you turn a blind eye to feeling like an outsider - I bet no one there see's it that way. You have a reason for not being there, and I bet they are concerned about you. So, I would brave up, and talk about it in class. Its nothing to be ashamed of, and probably not something at least half of them couldn't relate to. It's no reflection on you - these things sadly happen. I really think you might benefit and after all that is what we pay LL for. So try and give it a thought at least.

Good luck at the hospital - I hope they can finally find out what is wrong.

And don't eat - you know, down to the souls of your feet that will not sort anything. Be strong now - when you need to most. You know you can do it. Just think how upset you will be on top of everything else if you spin out on LL.

COme on girlfriend - we are all here for you, and care, and are rooting for you.....just put all of us in your pockets tomorrow night - it may be a bit crowded but not as crowded as it would have been weeks or months earlier! - and know we are right there with you! And as for the others - it really doesn't matter what they think - you are taking care of you.

Keep us posted hon.

x


Big hugs and healing vibes out to you!

miss moon look at the weight youve lost!! thats fantastic x