Hello and welcome along. So the worst part is over, the initial weigh in. At least you are dealing with it now before it becomes more. I would look at the inspirational photos and read the stories there. When you see how much weight other people have lost, you feel full of admiration for their determination, patience and willpower and it really does give you the motivation to do it yourself. Good luck on your journey, I'm sure you will soon lose the weight you want to.