I have been on a diet since the 16th Jan 07 and so far (at my last weigh in on Tuesday) I had lost 14.5lb. I only have another 27.5 to go. This week I jumped ship and swapped to the W8 plan, as I was desperate to eat. I have been very disciplined and eaten EXACLTY what it says I am allowed (even weighed out the chicken to make sure it was 3oz) and have stayed in ketosis.
HOWEVER. I am so so so fed up of this now! :cry:My whole day seems to be dominated by thoughts of food/dieting...I cannot comprehend being on this plan for another 8 weeks. I don't feel like I have lost anything this week, though I did notice my jeans were looser...I feel so low about it, but if I give up I know I will feel like such a failure and my bf and parents will say "see I told you that you didn't have the willpower"...And they would be right, because I have a confession to make!! I got so desperate for the taste of something truely sweet that I ate a WHOLE GINGERBREAD HOUSE!!!!:break_diet: It wasn't built but I was stuffing it in and chewing and swallowing and it felt sooooo good. Then I thought about my weigh in and decided to take action and use laxitives to help (I needed them anyway, but took an extra one to compensate for the disgusting amount of sugar in my body). I know I am potentially damaging my body, but I wanted to rectify what I had done.
Sorry for being all depressive on a saturday night, but I realy just want to quit. Even thoughts of a skinn bikini aren't helping, I feel that right now I would rather have a creme egg than be thin....
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HOWEVER. I am so so so fed up of this now! :cry:My whole day seems to be dominated by thoughts of food/dieting...I cannot comprehend being on this plan for another 8 weeks. I don't feel like I have lost anything this week, though I did notice my jeans were looser...I feel so low about it, but if I give up I know I will feel like such a failure and my bf and parents will say "see I told you that you didn't have the willpower"...And they would be right, because I have a confession to make!! I got so desperate for the taste of something truely sweet that I ate a WHOLE GINGERBREAD HOUSE!!!!:break_diet: It wasn't built but I was stuffing it in and chewing and swallowing and it felt sooooo good. Then I thought about my weigh in and decided to take action and use laxitives to help (I needed them anyway, but took an extra one to compensate for the disgusting amount of sugar in my body). I know I am potentially damaging my body, but I wanted to rectify what I had done.
Sorry for being all depressive on a saturday night, but I realy just want to quit. Even thoughts of a skinn bikini aren't helping, I feel that right now I would rather have a creme egg than be thin....
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