Hiya,Sounds like me... well I have wasted my money too, now back to the weight I was back at the beginning of October, but luckily haven't got to the 15stone marker, and don't want to. I have 44 days worth of CD, and money is really really tight at the moment, but I think I have decided to be selfish for a few months and put myself first for a change, get this weight off and it will be a happier house for everyone!!I have eaten and drank too, everything I have wanted and not really enjoyed that much of it... decided that once this weight is off, I will cook everything from scratch.. none of these microwave meals etc.. a healthier me.. but need to get my head around it... When I am in work tomorrow I am going to print my first photo off and carry it round with me... it is my birthday 13th January and even if I am on SS I will stick with it... so I am hoping for a restart tomorrow... fingers crossed I will last the day...a day at a time and all that...Sorry for my essay!!Love