Fat2ThinGirl
Gonna get slim
Hi guys,
I have restarted LL more times than I care to remember. Intended to begin boxing day but ended up binging in the evening. Same happened yesterday so I've really gotta get myself back on track. So hard with everyone stuffing their faces around me!! The *****! Hunger hasn't been too bad so far today but the evenings are my worst time and I have a terrible headache already and I've not yet got through the day abstinent! I know if I can just get through the next 3 days I should be OK but it's just that 'climbing the wall' malarkey.
I've got a wardrobe full of clothes that don't fit after I came off LL the last time. Last time I lost weight i sold all my clothes on ebay and as I started to regain the weight I've spent a fortune replacing clothes as I've gained another size. I got down to a size 22 Christmas 2006 but came off LL around the same time and regained the lot. I'm a disgusting size 32 now and Evans (I hate Evans but beggers can't be choosers) don't go any bigger so I cannot afford to fail on this diet this time round. Although vanity is the first thing to come to mind there's also my health to think about. I've been offered to have weight loss surgery (my mum has had it and it losing weight) but I really don't want to have to go down that route. I want to be in control of myself and my eating...trouble is I've got so much to lose (over 10 stone) that I just don't know if it's ever going to be possible. I've got a brand new (EVANS) size 28 coat to get into before the weather starts to warm up when it'll be no good and i'll beat myself up psychologically for not managing to get in it in time. I bought it online in September with the hope I'd be in it by Christmas but just couldn't get back onto LL and keep thinking about how much weight i'd have lost by now and how much better i'd be feeling if I wasn't such an idiot and just got on with it.
Why is it so much harder to return to VLCD a second, third, fourth or fifth time?
I just want to be a normal sized person who shops in clothes stores for normal sized people and not hippo sized people.:cry:I am only 27 years old and should be making the most out of time but have lost so much confidence that I live like a hermit. I want my life back!
I have restarted LL more times than I care to remember. Intended to begin boxing day but ended up binging in the evening. Same happened yesterday so I've really gotta get myself back on track. So hard with everyone stuffing their faces around me!! The *****! Hunger hasn't been too bad so far today but the evenings are my worst time and I have a terrible headache already and I've not yet got through the day abstinent! I know if I can just get through the next 3 days I should be OK but it's just that 'climbing the wall' malarkey.
I've got a wardrobe full of clothes that don't fit after I came off LL the last time. Last time I lost weight i sold all my clothes on ebay and as I started to regain the weight I've spent a fortune replacing clothes as I've gained another size. I got down to a size 22 Christmas 2006 but came off LL around the same time and regained the lot. I'm a disgusting size 32 now and Evans (I hate Evans but beggers can't be choosers) don't go any bigger so I cannot afford to fail on this diet this time round. Although vanity is the first thing to come to mind there's also my health to think about. I've been offered to have weight loss surgery (my mum has had it and it losing weight) but I really don't want to have to go down that route. I want to be in control of myself and my eating...trouble is I've got so much to lose (over 10 stone) that I just don't know if it's ever going to be possible. I've got a brand new (EVANS) size 28 coat to get into before the weather starts to warm up when it'll be no good and i'll beat myself up psychologically for not managing to get in it in time. I bought it online in September with the hope I'd be in it by Christmas but just couldn't get back onto LL and keep thinking about how much weight i'd have lost by now and how much better i'd be feeling if I wasn't such an idiot and just got on with it.
Why is it so much harder to return to VLCD a second, third, fourth or fifth time?
I just want to be a normal sized person who shops in clothes stores for normal sized people and not hippo sized people.:cry:I am only 27 years old and should be making the most out of time but have lost so much confidence that I live like a hermit. I want my life back!