Oooops!

Well, I did it, I actually cheated...........

Fiance is a total cheapskate, walks 2 miles down to town everynight at about 9.30pm to get go to the Co-op to see what bargains they are selling cheap. Mad, I know. He comes home with all sorts, Salmon, sausages, bread, vegetables....

Last night he bought a chocolate brownie cake home.

Now, everyday for ?6weeks I have resisted, but last night was too much. He cut a massive slab off for him and warmed it in the microwave. It smelt so bloody good, I felt like one of pavlovs dogs, drooling and gazing longingly. :drool:

And that's when it happenned.

I ate some. Not much, a few crumbs really, about a centimetre squared. And guess what?

I really didn't enjoy it. It tasted greasy and bitter and made me feel bloody awful that I'd cheated.

Hopefully I'm reprogramming my brain to think like a skinny person; note to self, chocolate cake mings.

I think you didn't do much harm with your tiny little piece of cake but i know how you're feeling. The fact that you've cheated can make you feel miserable. I had a binge on sunday-evening and i was sick all evening and yesterday too. This was a real binge and i won't do that again. Keep on going Pony, you're doing well!

Hugs
botozi

At least you didn't eat all of it. Well done

Well done for realising it really wasn't that nice...you'll be stronger next time