Mrs V
Loves Life!
I have decided that the only way I can keep myself on track is to keep a diary.
If I am writing half baked ideas and thoughts on here, then I can at least empty my head of them and perhaps keep my head clear enough to stick to SS'ing properly!!!!
Ok. Here I go!!!
Day 1 (today)
After getting up and realising this morning that all I ate over the last 2 days was pure rubbish.... yet again!!! I had to make a tough decision.
Do I stay on SS'ing and see my CDC who at this moment in time spends my time with her talking about her ex-fiance and her bowel condition, OR do I give up completely until after Christmas and then re-consider my options, OR just continue the way I am and sabotage each day (can't really afford to do that).
So.....:sigh: I am going to see my CDC on Wednesday and face the scales as a great person on here said (Hedgemag thank you!!), get it over with and concentrate on looking forward.
As of today, I am back to SS'ing in its simplest form....no more bars for me!!
I still drink :tear_drop: anything from up to 4-5 litres a day, and I know that apart from when I am teaching Ceroc Jive, there is no way I can physically drink any more!
Its my Birthday on Sunday 18th and I am not planning on doing what I did on Hubby's Birthday and eating triple chocolate Birthday cake from Tescos. My little girl is 2 on the 23rd and even though we will give her a little party...again no plans on pigging out!
Let's hope that I can stick to that plan!!!
Tomorrow is another chapter!
If I am writing half baked ideas and thoughts on here, then I can at least empty my head of them and perhaps keep my head clear enough to stick to SS'ing properly!!!!
Ok. Here I go!!!
Day 1 (today)
After getting up and realising this morning that all I ate over the last 2 days was pure rubbish.... yet again!!! I had to make a tough decision.
Do I stay on SS'ing and see my CDC who at this moment in time spends my time with her talking about her ex-fiance and her bowel condition, OR do I give up completely until after Christmas and then re-consider my options, OR just continue the way I am and sabotage each day (can't really afford to do that).
So.....:sigh: I am going to see my CDC on Wednesday and face the scales as a great person on here said (Hedgemag thank you!!), get it over with and concentrate on looking forward.
As of today, I am back to SS'ing in its simplest form....no more bars for me!!
I still drink :tear_drop: anything from up to 4-5 litres a day, and I know that apart from when I am teaching Ceroc Jive, there is no way I can physically drink any more!
Its my Birthday on Sunday 18th and I am not planning on doing what I did on Hubby's Birthday and eating triple chocolate Birthday cake from Tescos. My little girl is 2 on the 23rd and even though we will give her a little party...again no plans on pigging out!
Let's hope that I can stick to that plan!!!
Tomorrow is another chapter!