Im really fed up, i am at uni and weigh 10st 9 and extremely unhappy with myself, i used to be a size 6 this time last year and i looked fantastic, i suffered depression then comfort ate and hence piled on the weight. I have been on cambridge 3 weeks and havent had a week where i havent ate and hence i have only lost about 4lbs. I also run for my uni and used to run for Scotland but although i am fit, i aint anywhere near what i was, i am constantly wishing to be who i was..........i was so much happier and a much nicer person. I was racing at the weekend and my time was 7mins slower than last year, that is ridiculous. I feel totally humiliated and just want to be that thinner person again! i need advice, how to i combat my binge/comfort eating? my depression? (i used to be on anti-depressants but came off them at the start of the year cos i wasnt sure if they were working). Once i have had a bad day that is me on a downward spiral and i just cant snap out of it!
I constantly try to do things that afterwards i think i will be a better person for doing it. Please help me, i dont want to be miserable at xmas.
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I constantly try to do things that afterwards i think i will be a better person for doing it. Please help me, i dont want to be miserable at xmas.
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