Amethysts Diary

amethyst

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Started today... need to do a diary on here for support....

just started today 1st november having a cup of coffee with choclate velvet brick.. i am starving been up for hours, but i am not giving in! will have my shake about 9.30.. will edit later
 
Hey, congrats on starting your CD journey, wishing you loadsa luck (although you don't need it, just stick to it 100% and you'll do just great!)

Hang in there for the next few days and the hunger will pass as ketosis kicks in usually between days 3-5. Keep yourself busy to help take your mind off it and remember not to over-do it!!!

Post often x
 
well its evening and i am having a banana shake as i type, i have drank 2 litres of water.. bu i will end up having 3 by the time i go to bed... tommorrow i will prob have more..

i had the choc velvet brick with my morning coffee i didnt like it, i finished the brick off, had strawberry shake for breaky.. was nice, chicken and mushroom soup for lunch... felt like i wasnt drinking nothing? it dried my mouth out? but it was tasty... and now i am having my banana shake not that keen on this..

i feel ok, my mouth is dry and feels fluffy, probably from smoking alot today too as i been stressed trrying to put flat pack up which is not going to well at all.. (thanks argos) .. so heres to tommorrow...
 
well done on getting through day 1 hun, I'm just at the end of day 4 and it does get easier believe me!!!, I found day 2 the hardest but just keep occupied and keep your mind off food and you'll do it xx
 
Hope things are better today for you. I'm now on day 4 and I found yesterday the hardest. Still very hungry today although I have been in ketosis since yesterday. Hope it improves!
K9
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Response to your indigestion question -

No, no, no, no!!!

The CDC's are not medically qualified in any way - never ever take any other medication with prescription medication without your GP's permission!

Ranatidine is the same formula as the omeprozole!!

If you are taking omeprozole you shouldn't need to take anything else.

Do have a word with your GP regarding your dosage of the omeprozole.

PLEASE don't buy the ranatidine that Icemoose suggested - you will make yourself very ill
 
Hi Amethyst...

How are you finding things now??? Have you found it easier?

I am just coming to the end of week 5 and believe me it does get easier....you still love the smell of food, but you just don't want it! Just keep drinking that water!!

Good luck!

Kerry-Ann
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Well day 3 today!!

Yesterday day 2, went very well, except i signed into my partners hotmail account and i found he started emailing a girl from there, she from his work (he lives in leicester i live in wales we have been having a long distant for 3 years have a 10 mnth old baby too) started of with him emailing her saying this is my personal email now you can stalk me all you want xxxxxxxxxxx then after she replied he was like i am 38 hope that aint to old for you, your stunning personality and looks and the fact you care about me etc etc.. i think they been emailing eachother through their work emails as its her works email address that comes up, and i may be wrong but i think she works at a different branch he visited early this week.. the last email he sent her was at 4.52 saying have a nice time at fireworks, i will leave my phone on till 10 if you want to call.... she never replied she finishes at 5... things havent been right between us because his mum is so nasty and he dont back me up so ofcourse i give him poo for it, like his mum sent me a nasty letter wednesday andy didnt seem interested... he gone away to gran caneria now with his parents for a week... we wasnt even considered and its his birthday sunday.. his first birthday with his daughter..

When he did finally ring me lastnight at 8.30 said he was asleep (had to leave for 6am today for flight) he denied it!! i had the emails in frount of me he still denied it and said i was doing his head in he loves me goodnight text you tommorrow.. but he hasnt, nor hs he replied to my 5 texts telling him i love him etc.. omg it hurts so bad.. never in a million years did i think he could do this to me.. we allways argue and finish but we allways get back together stronger than ever.. hope he calls me this week..

sorry i so need a shoulder.... my friends attitude is sod him let him go he aint worth it... he mummys boy, he wont move down forget him... but it hurts so much...

anyway think its made me think lose this 5 stone and get confidence and meeting new people..
 
oh forgot to say i emailed her from my email addy.. cant beleive i did that!! what was i thinking? omg i havent slept got a banging headache and the kids are up.... could cry
 
Oh love, what a situation to be in.

First of all you are worth so much more than this jerk you know?

I am glad you emailed her too, might give her a jolt - maybe she didn't know you were around?

Time to move on with your life, lose your weight, get your confidence back and that'll show him exactly what he missed out on.

If he treats you like this now it is not going to get any better.

I have had a relationship where Mother was a problem, she too wrote me letters saying that she loved her son and I was getting in the way. It is just not worth the heartache.

Sending a hug x
 
thanks so much... i am so gutted ya know feels like someone stabbed me with a knife... this is a good time to do this diet because i dont want food at all.. the only thing i am worried about is the email addy i sent it to was their works one what if it gets round? i mentioned his mum in there.. she will defo show him i know i would..

but there so what i am out of it...got nowt to lose why should i go grovelling? i havent done nothing..
 
thanks so much... i am so gutted ya know feels like someone stabbed me with a knife... this is a good time to do this diet because i dont want food at all.. the only thing i am worried about is the email addy i sent it to was their works one what if it gets round? i mentioned his mum in there.. she will defo show him i know i would..

but there so what i am out of it...got nowt to lose why should i go grovelling? i havent done nothing..


The bloke is a loser, of the highest order. No grovelling, just try to get on with your life. You should keep in mind, though, that she may know nothing about you..... If he doesn't want to spend his birthday with his daughter, what kind of man is he? I think your friend's right!! Try to keep yourself busy, and try your hardest not to text him!

Get out there and find someone who deserves you - he just doesn't!!!!
 
DAY 4

god its killing me, he hasnt rang at all cant believe he done this to me..

anyway i have stuck to this... just so so thirsty i drank 4 half litres yesterday thats the most i have ever drank... cant wait to weigh on wednesday..
 
DAY 5

woke up so thirsty again with a headache today.. so stressed and hurt..

drank 5 litres yesterday and still went to bed with dry mouth... my ketosis stick keeps saying i am dehydrated very dark.. ? worrying me it is...

my hunger has gone thankfully.. and my scales show a 8 pound loss allready... woo hoo.. obviousley i will go by wednesdays weigh in...

loving it!

its monday wonder if that girl i emailed replys to me today a s she at work... gulp.. got butterflys in my tummy... lol
 
I'm a little concerned you're showing as dehydrated...although I don't think the sticks are always 100% accurate. Maybe you ought to check it out with the doc though?

Don't hang about by the computer waiting for her to reply or not....try to keep yourself busy. Otherwise you'll drive yourself crazy!!


Good Luck though - hope today's a positive one.
 
im sick with nerves...

I got physio at 10.30 so i be out from 10-2 its killing me.. i want to know which branch she is working.. leic is where he is... or he could of met her at another branch worcester or cardiff.... marksgroup they work for... its all my fault i pushed him away to many times... feel so sick.. wish he would ring me..
 
im sick with nerves...

I got physio at 10.30 so i be out from 10-2 its killing me.. i want to know which branch she is working.. leic is where he is... or he could of met her at another branch worcester or cardiff.... marksgroup they work for... its all my fault i pushed him away to many times... feel so sick.. wish he would ring me..

It's YOUR fault? He won't move to be near or with your and your child....he's gone on holiday without you and his child....he's e-mailing other women. How on earth is that your fault? Sounds to me like the guy's a selfish wimp (sorry if that sounds too harsh!). There are some decent blokes out there you know!?! Don't sell yourself short by accepting less than you deserve!
 
i know what your saying.. hard but i will cope.. i think!

DAY 6 .... done well yesterday allthough i craved fish and chips lastnight i had choclate velvet shake instead,, i bought enough stock for 4 a day but only been doing 3 a day but i had 4 yesterday, havent affected my weight loss another pound off again today lol... but obviousley go by tommorrow's weigh in with counciller.. he he.. cant wait!! the st one i gained in weeks is going.. yayyyy .. think i am going to have a period though, even though i have the implant in... weird..

hope everyone else is doing on..
 
Day 7

Done really well today very proud of myself..

got weighed and i am 10 pounds down... woo hoo and its totm too... havent been peeing as much today..

starting to feel so much better what with my situation.. he still aint contacted me from gran caneria.. sod him is all i can say now..

i got the kids and a new me to look forward to.. his loss!!

i can do this!!
 
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