Bacon & Eggs.....

Had another self - sabotage day yesterday, wont go into details but all stems from in-laws visit on Friday. Almost like I WANTED to fulfill what I perceive is their (unvoiced) opinion of me....

Anyway, head sorted again I hope, renewed vigor with diet etc etc. Thank heavens for those Thought Records!!! I dont always write them down, but I am getting the drift after 8 months of this plan!!!!!!! (Takes a wee while.....bless!!!)


Anyhow, this a.m., refreshed after my extra hours sleep, and feeling relaxed and fine with the world, I am all set to head off grocery shopping for the week. All ok then, you ask???

Nope, not at all! Hubby is cooking bacon on George, and doing eggs without fat in my amazingly brilliant non-stick pan!!! Pretty healthy, my rebellious child is saying....Have a bit, its all protein.....!!


Thankfully, the adult is winning at the moment, hence me wittering on here and boring you guys rigid....!!!LOL!!!

Ten min to go till I can jump in the car and leave this house of horror!!!!! aaarrrggghhhhhhhhhh

Oh........did you hang on in there?? Bacon has got to be the worst.. my oh was cooking it when I came back from my first LL meeting, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh! Luckily, I was feeling all empowered, lol, so felt really virtous, but it is getting tougher as the weeks go by. Bacon and pasta do it for me.. anyone could sit in front of me and eat 20 kilos of chocolate and sweets and I wouldn't care, but when I dish up spag bol for the family (oh and 4 kids, I don't get out of cooking!) I could cry.. or just steal it all. Have to confess to a couple of 'tastes' but felt so bad about having them that I think I've figured out it's just not worth it!

Sophie

yes, I resisted then! And now, right now, OH is cooking spag bol for him and #1 son!!

Not fair, is it! I'm off out, to collect daughter from a Halloween party to avoid the lovely smells.....