Jayellekay
this time - the last time
So I've been SSing for two long periods this year. I'm 1lb off losing 4.5st.
Last Christmas - who'd have thought I'd weigh this much less this year? Not me.
But I can't help but feel extremely selfish. My OH practically begged me to go the supermarket this morning. I've not been the past 4 or 5 weeks. I said I'd go if he wanted, to which his answer was "we used to go together".
He has started having very repetitive meals that are super easy and quick to cook. I tried to get him to eat something different this weekend but he said "we'll both try it when its not just me eating".
Eating is a very social activity. We've not gone out for dinner (which is our favourite way to spend time and money).
I have no health reason for doing this (although I was morbidly obese, so my health will improve). Im doing it so I look good and also so I feel great on my wedding day.
My OH hasn't moaned, or complained. But I have turned our life upside-down by doing this.
Am I being selfish?
I'm not planning on giving up - I'm SSing until 30th November and fingers crossed I'll have a 5stone loss by Christmas.
But how can I deal with the guilt?
Last Christmas - who'd have thought I'd weigh this much less this year? Not me.
But I can't help but feel extremely selfish. My OH practically begged me to go the supermarket this morning. I've not been the past 4 or 5 weeks. I said I'd go if he wanted, to which his answer was "we used to go together".
He has started having very repetitive meals that are super easy and quick to cook. I tried to get him to eat something different this weekend but he said "we'll both try it when its not just me eating".
Eating is a very social activity. We've not gone out for dinner (which is our favourite way to spend time and money).
I have no health reason for doing this (although I was morbidly obese, so my health will improve). Im doing it so I look good and also so I feel great on my wedding day.
My OH hasn't moaned, or complained. But I have turned our life upside-down by doing this.
Am I being selfish?
I'm not planning on giving up - I'm SSing until 30th November and fingers crossed I'll have a 5stone loss by Christmas.
But how can I deal with the guilt?