My bum has a life of its own!!!!

Hi there!
Im new to this site, but have been doing slimming world on and off for years!
Something has clicked in me this time and im gonna do it, i blimmin am!!!
My main prompt was and is when i mess about dancing with my kids, we (try) and do the Beyonce bum shake. Mine continues to wobble for what seems a life time after we have stopped (to my kids delight)! Also my son keeps asking if im having another baby. meh. My only response is yes son, a food baby.
My kids are obviously watching my bad habits and its enough for me to stop the cycle in my family. I learnt about dieting and obsessing about body image from my mum as she did from hers.
So, finding this site has helped me so much.
I dont go to group, mainly because im to tight to pay to get weighed But i definetly dont feel alone in doing this. I love the recipes people suggest and it has opened my eyes to how much i have yo yo dieted and binged and all the other stuff that goes with it.
Im really blimmin excited and if and when i have bad days, ive excepted thats what i do and who i am BUT the main thing is to be kind to myself, dust myself off and carry on. I am only human after all. A human who would faceplant ben and jerrys icecream within a flash. No sharing