hi all, well here i am at day 7. cant quite believe ive made it. WI isnt until 8.30pm though which im a bit concerned about. i did weigh myself this morning on my scales and i know its going to vary later after drinking and having my packs today.
anyway this week has been up and down. i seemed to sail thru days 1-5 with no problems at all and didnt struggle with the packs and had no headaches or other symptoms, but then the weekend arrived. i stayed on plan and didnt fall off the wagon but my god i felt so miserable at certain times on sat and sun. i even found myself thinking that as much as i hate carrying this extra weight and it does make me fed up but nothing compared to how miserable i felt this weekend. i felt like i was being forced into doing this diet against my own will. once i had a word with myself and reminded myself why im doing it and that it is my choice to do it i felt a bit better.
plus im really struggling with the packs. i liked the porridge at first but now i really struggle to get it down, and i find the chilli and shepherds pie completely vile. i can manage the shakes fine and the soups are ok if i blend them. the bars are ok too i suppose.
anyway, ive been really thinking about switching to lite. i feel so excluded from my family at meal times and really dont think i can survive on the shakes and soups for another 6-8 weeks. i dont want to give in or fall off the wagon so im thinking the lite plan might be the answer as i really do feel deprived at the moment, but then i really want to lose weight.
but having said that im going to stick with this for at least another week or 2 and then decide.
i havnt got a great deal of weight to lose, about 2 1/2 stone in total and my start bmi was 29 so i know i could do light if i preferred. im hoping to have lost about 7ib this week taking me too 10st 7Ib. so im thinking of sticking with total until i at least get into the 9's then deciding what to do. at least then ive given myself a good boost at the start.
i am feeling alot more positive today and of course im going to speak with my LLC tonight about my concerns but i really want to shift this weight and wont give in. so many people say the first week is the hardest so i hope i can continue to do this and get where i want to do.
anyway this week has been up and down. i seemed to sail thru days 1-5 with no problems at all and didnt struggle with the packs and had no headaches or other symptoms, but then the weekend arrived. i stayed on plan and didnt fall off the wagon but my god i felt so miserable at certain times on sat and sun. i even found myself thinking that as much as i hate carrying this extra weight and it does make me fed up but nothing compared to how miserable i felt this weekend. i felt like i was being forced into doing this diet against my own will. once i had a word with myself and reminded myself why im doing it and that it is my choice to do it i felt a bit better.
plus im really struggling with the packs. i liked the porridge at first but now i really struggle to get it down, and i find the chilli and shepherds pie completely vile. i can manage the shakes fine and the soups are ok if i blend them. the bars are ok too i suppose.
anyway, ive been really thinking about switching to lite. i feel so excluded from my family at meal times and really dont think i can survive on the shakes and soups for another 6-8 weeks. i dont want to give in or fall off the wagon so im thinking the lite plan might be the answer as i really do feel deprived at the moment, but then i really want to lose weight.
but having said that im going to stick with this for at least another week or 2 and then decide.
i havnt got a great deal of weight to lose, about 2 1/2 stone in total and my start bmi was 29 so i know i could do light if i preferred. im hoping to have lost about 7ib this week taking me too 10st 7Ib. so im thinking of sticking with total until i at least get into the 9's then deciding what to do. at least then ive given myself a good boost at the start.
i am feeling alot more positive today and of course im going to speak with my LLC tonight about my concerns but i really want to shift this weight and wont give in. so many people say the first week is the hardest so i hope i can continue to do this and get where i want to do.