Bethuk1
Full Member
I started CD in Jan 2011 and quickly lost 50lbs over the space of a few weeks. However, over the forthcoming weeks I started skipping shakes in exchange for snacks and slowly giving into the temptations I had been so strong to resist in the beginning.
Skipping shakes resulted in quite an impressive stockpile of unused packets which I have threatened to start using about a 1000000 times in the last few weeks. I can drink shake 1 and 2 and then come dinner time I become a massive failure. I have absolute zero willpower to even last 1 single day of 100% SS.
Because of my stockpile and constant promise of re-starting CD almost everyday has become my "one last blowout" day resulting in a 3 month binge resulting in about a stone of new belly :sigh:
What is wrong with my brain? Why do I fear that I must have one last (insert any highly fattening food) incase it goes out of production while I'm on CD!!
Does anyone ever get that same determination a CD virgin has again? :cry::cry:
Skipping shakes resulted in quite an impressive stockpile of unused packets which I have threatened to start using about a 1000000 times in the last few weeks. I can drink shake 1 and 2 and then come dinner time I become a massive failure. I have absolute zero willpower to even last 1 single day of 100% SS.
Because of my stockpile and constant promise of re-starting CD almost everyday has become my "one last blowout" day resulting in a 3 month binge resulting in about a stone of new belly :sigh:
What is wrong with my brain? Why do I fear that I must have one last (insert any highly fattening food) incase it goes out of production while I'm on CD!!
Does anyone ever get that same determination a CD virgin has again? :cry::cry: