do i go.....

.... And wi however big the gain is going to be? So not looking forward to it tho!

You ALWAYS go no matter how big you think the gain is gonna be, if you don't go you will continue to eat what you shouldn't and it will just be a vicious cycle!!

Yep, definitely go. You might say "I'll lose what I put on this week, then go next week." But whether you actually do is another matter!
Your consultant and group are there to support you, not judge you. Nearly everyone gains sometime, so go to group, get weighed, refocus and lose it all next week.

And you never no, there might not even be a gain!

go and weigh and stay, its so important to face it, draw a line and move on hun, anyway, might not be as bad as you think xx