Crazyfluffysparkles - My Diary

I am starting my diet tomorrow but won't be weighing myself until tomorrow evening as I need batteries for the Wii Fit!

I have a number in my mind that I think I weigh - gives me palpitations to think it - so I hope I am not higher than that.

I need the accountability and would love a buddy as my friends and family are more sabotage than support!

I am 25 and it feels like now or never. I have pretended that I am ok as I am but I really am not. I want to get fit and healthy. I get out of breath running up a flight of stairs - I am 25!! That just isn't right! The worst thing is that I have done it to myself - I can make excuses but all that will get me is bigger and bigger.

I am 5'2 and would love to be about a size 8 to 10 - just to be in proportion! I love all the 1950's fashions which I won't wear now because at my size they just don't look good and I don't have the confidence to deal with the attention right now.

I have my food in stock, little dumbells, a kettlebell and dvd and Tracy Anderson's dvd so I am all set.

I know I need to work on the emotional side too though as I eat when I am sad, stressed, tired or bored.

Good luck x look forward to seeing how you get on x

Today is the start of the New Me Plan. I feel quite positive but at the same time worried that I will sabotage myself.

Planning on posting here to give me some accountability!

good luck, you will lots of support and buddies on here, we are all in this together

Keep posting, it will give you focus!

Today wasn't too bad - already had comments about what I am eating at work as there were bacon sandwiches and I said NO!!

I want to work on losing weight and improving how I look at the same time. I really need a proper beauty regime and to learn more about what clothes / hair / make up styles I like. I would love to wear the 50's style and to have the little waist to show off!