Well u all know my story so far...for those of u that dont...I am a serial restarter...and have lost a big amount and am havin what seems like a loosing battle with my last few stones!!:cry::cry:
As I recently told u I have been told I need to loose at leat 3st before I can be referred for IVF - Now theres motivation!!
Well at least I thought it was but for the last few days I feel like I have the world on my shoulders!!
I feel that if I dont get back on track it would be my fault if we dont get referred for the IVF....and It would be me ruining my husband's and my dreams of starting a family!!!
And what do u think those negative thoughts are doing....causing me to go into sabotage mode!! I have spoken to my Husband and he is being very supportive, but I feel like I am going backwards again...the weight is creeping up...I just feel lost!!
Oh and if thats not enough we're off to Tobago in 5weeks...I'm 2st heavier and I can hear all the comments from the in laws and others out there already-thats all I need right now...More pressure!!!
My confidence right now is in the toilet!!! Any advice appreciated!! Thanx for readin and sorry for fo being such a downer!!:break_diet:
As I recently told u I have been told I need to loose at leat 3st before I can be referred for IVF - Now theres motivation!!
Well at least I thought it was but for the last few days I feel like I have the world on my shoulders!!
I feel that if I dont get back on track it would be my fault if we dont get referred for the IVF....and It would be me ruining my husband's and my dreams of starting a family!!!
And what do u think those negative thoughts are doing....causing me to go into sabotage mode!! I have spoken to my Husband and he is being very supportive, but I feel like I am going backwards again...the weight is creeping up...I just feel lost!!
Oh and if thats not enough we're off to Tobago in 5weeks...I'm 2st heavier and I can hear all the comments from the in laws and others out there already-thats all I need right now...More pressure!!!
My confidence right now is in the toilet!!! Any advice appreciated!! Thanx for readin and sorry for fo being such a downer!!:break_diet: