My Journey..

Well here i am again...starting another diary, i know i have another here somewhere but ive stopped and started dieting so many times that even i have lost count.

I've always been the big girl since about the age of 11 when my mum went off to work and my nan would fatten us up on sweets lol! bless nans!

Anyway i Never really took much notice as i was happy and having fun, then i fell pregnant and never got the nice bump that everyone else got, i just looked fatter lol.

So after i had my daughter i never really ate properly just crisps here and there so i heard about the Cambridge diet and started that and did well the first 2 weeks i lost 16lbs, but the whole no food thing just didnt work for me i love my food and that will never change and i love my social life that will never change.

So after starting and stopping i just gave up and did my own thing, which was eating.

I tried Weight watchers online but for some reason i couldnt get along with it. So again i gave up.
My then partner started being abusive and physical to me so i put on all the weight i had lost and just gave up.

Then Finally the light came back in about March this year when i decided to get up and start again. And i joined SW.

But then had money issues so i couldnt carry on and was moving house. I got down to 17.9 and have gone back up to 18.3.

I am now in the place i feel i need to be, i have had my fresh start and am in the right frame of mind to continue my weight loss journey.

My goal weight is to get to 10 stone, that may change but for now i think it will do.

I Have booked a holiday with my mum and sister to go to New York in September and i want to lose as much as i can by then!

Fingers crossed for the rest of this journey, it may be a long one but it will be worth it..

Didn't mean to write this much lol! x

Hi Small jaxy, it seems you have had quite a journey already but i am sure with the great support on here you can succeed and get to your 10 stone goal.

New York is such a great thing to have as your motivational marker, not that i have ever been but would love too. I will check in every now and again to see how you getting on.

Hi there sounds like you have some great motivation am looking forward to following your progress! xx

ERGHHHH,

Im ill! i dont know what i have but its not nice!
My whole body is aching, massive headache, keep getting faint, have a high temp and have the chills and can barely walk without having to hold on to something! Really should go to the Drs tomorrow!

Little one is at her dads luckily so i dont have to be mummy for the next 2 nights!

Well weighed myself today and i was 17st 10lbs! so a loss of 7lbs! woowoo!!
Although my official weigh in day is tomorrow but im very impatient, and im a bit of a serial scale hopper, dont know why as before i started dieting i didnt step on one for years lol!

I havent been that great today, because i have felt so unwell so just ate what would go down, but i wont beat myself up about it.
Hopefully this thing will go away and i will have the energy to start doing my zumba again..x..

Well i found the reason to me feeling ill, looks like im coming down with chicken pox, possibly shingles, i dunno!
All i know is lovely daughter had them and now i do, i was told my mummy dearest that i had already had them and that i was safe, clearly i was wrong! Oh well hopefully the weight loss wont stall! xx

Well i bit the bullet and joined my SW meeting yesterday and some how i put on 4lbs of the 11lbs i lost before rejoining! how poo! So i went up to 17st 11lbs but hey ho i wont be seeing that again thats for sure!
I had a red day today which im quite new to as always kinda done green days! my little girl seemed to enjoy it all lol...

I hope tomorrow goes as well as today, will be re starting my zumba on the wii too. I dont think ill get that big a loss as what most do in their first week because i already started but i hope i do, fingers crossed!?? x

Well last 2 days i havent been so great i think its nearly lady time (tmi) and i just crave and crave, unfortunatly the head won!

I am weighing in thursday morning this week as im working a night shift weds, so i dont know how i will fair up but i have a party tomorrow afternoon i must avoid it! ill be good tomorrow, while im at work so fingers crossed...