frillsandpink
Full Member
Thanks pads....
Anyways, with all my blurting off about keeping the reason why I am doing this to the front of my mind....trying to encourage everyone not to cheat, saying I wont be beaten and will stay strong, I went and ate today. Im not going to lie on my diary and say I was 100% when I wasnt because I will just be kidding myself and everyone else....:cry:
Yes...I admit now that I am really disappointed in myself, however, at the time NO ONE could have talked me round, even if I was offered a grand today not to eat I wouldnt have accepted it.
I am not going to go into the full details of what I ate as its not fair on those that are being and trying very hard to be 100%. But if I am being really honest I enjoyed it soooo much. Thats not to say I am not going to continue with lipotrim because I am, and I am going to continue tomorrow as normal and just hope I still loose for my weigh in.
Just so gutted that I cant 'honk' today haha because I love honking hehe, but hopefully there will be many other days and I can make up for it.
I knew that weekends would be a killer for me, Saturday wasn't good, and obviously Sunday got the better of me, but hey thats life so onwards and upwards.
Goin to read some diaries and look at some piccys that will hopefully get me through the next few days.....New day tomorrow
Anyways, with all my blurting off about keeping the reason why I am doing this to the front of my mind....trying to encourage everyone not to cheat, saying I wont be beaten and will stay strong, I went and ate today. Im not going to lie on my diary and say I was 100% when I wasnt because I will just be kidding myself and everyone else....:cry:
Yes...I admit now that I am really disappointed in myself, however, at the time NO ONE could have talked me round, even if I was offered a grand today not to eat I wouldnt have accepted it.
I am not going to go into the full details of what I ate as its not fair on those that are being and trying very hard to be 100%. But if I am being really honest I enjoyed it soooo much. Thats not to say I am not going to continue with lipotrim because I am, and I am going to continue tomorrow as normal and just hope I still loose for my weigh in.
Just so gutted that I cant 'honk' today haha because I love honking hehe, but hopefully there will be many other days and I can make up for it.
I knew that weekends would be a killer for me, Saturday wasn't good, and obviously Sunday got the better of me, but hey thats life so onwards and upwards.
Goin to read some diaries and look at some piccys that will hopefully get me through the next few days.....New day tomorrow
