TRIVENAM
Getting there!!!
hi all,im sooooooo embarassed to be back on here,and 3 stones heavier than June 2010!!! basically i have spent the last year or so trying EVERY single diet under the sun! ive done so much that i am having anxiety attacks thinking about m weight. im 15st 11.5lb as of today :cry:.... so i was at the doctor on Wednesday,i had to leave work in a panic because my whole body felt like it was shutting down..got to the doc,of course my blood pressure is 150/95..very high! it has been like this since i had Jessica,my one and only shes 4 n a half now. my weight constantly goes up,if i stop dieting for 1 week i could put on 7-14lb! i cant understand why or how in the hell it does lol. im going to the doc on monday to get my bloods done for underactive thyroid,cholestoral,liver,kidney function,anemia the works! im so excited to find out the results! im seriously battling with the bulge here and its having extremely serious effects on my health..doc said i need to lose the weight or i wont see 30! i think that has me thinking and worrying hence the panic attacks! jees i sound like a hypocondriac haha,25 n im nearly dead! anywhoooo,i have a new treadmill,DELIGHTED! so today is day 1 for me on induction...if my health is anyway important to me and my life to be here for jessica i WILL lose this weight..xx to all the ''atkins losers'' out there,FANTASTIC RESULTS SO FAR PEEPS!!