Hi Loaded
Nice to see your first post of your life changing experience
Things that may help.
Dont give up, keep posting here. This place has stoped me quitting many a time.
Keep a log of your wks and loses in your signature, its your achievement wear it with pride.
Make a diary on here so you can read back through it when you feel your self walking away.
Dont be hard on yourself, the normal actionof having a nibble a choc bar or a takeaway. Makes us all throw in the towel, this place taught me that is so not necessary.
An evening hobby, and exercise.
Choose a wiegh day and stick to it
Are you in any diet club?