weeheavyboy
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Hi guys,ive lost over 4 stone on the cd and totally over the moon,but my cd counseller went on her hols 2 weeks ago and i wasnt able to get to her in time before she went because i work long shifts,in the 2 weeks she has been away and i didnt have any bars or packs i have been like dustbin,i totally underestimated how easy it is to slip right back in to the old habits when others around u show no support and eat nothing but junk it's not a consience decision toeat rubbish it just kinda creeps up on u and gets its claws back in doesnt it? I'm desperately trying to avoid giving satisfaction to the sceptics and jealous vultures that seem to continually circle me waiting for the slightest ounce going back on me,i now realise that the cd is about re-educating myself about food and making the right choices,i just feel mortified about seeing my counseller again when i know ive put a wee bit back on,i kinda feel like a timewaster u know? Thanks Guys, take care Brian