Back to work after 6 months maternity

I'm back at work on Monday after 6 months off with my first baby :cry: I have to keep telling myself that I still have a son, I just have to work in the day lol, I feel like I'm loosing him in a weird way..can't explain it! but giving up my job is absolutely not an option for 2 reasons really. 1. money and 2. the fact it's a really, really good job with fantastic career prospects that I would be a fool to give up. Luckily it's only 3.5 days a week so could be worse!

On a CD note, how do you keep CD a secret in work?? any tips? oh..and words of encouragement that my world won't fall apart and that I'm not being a bad mum by going to work :cry::cry::cry: xx

good luck, hope it goes really well for you, i go outside and have my shakes in my cqr