Hi Chaps,
I start CD tomorrow having been abandoned about 2 weeks ago by LL when the only office in my area closed without warning.
I have struggled on with the few packs I had left over and up until today I didn't do too badly given the limitations. But today was a total blow out ................... !
I ate like a Gannett - it wasn't even nice stuff just anything I could get my hands on. I could have bought some nice food but I didn't I just got stuck into the bread bin!
I had 8 slices of bread in total and four muffins not to mention the other stuff including two chocolate bars and some Angel Delight. A handful of Pringles also crept in as did a Magnum. :break_diet:
The odd thing is that even before LL I would never have binged like that - not ever but on the occasions when I have slipped off the LL wagon I have gone for it big time!!
I expect that the new CD counsellor will want to weigh me tomorrow. I will be devasted to find that I have gained weight which I think likely (it shouldn't be a lot given that I have been "good" in the main but even 2/3 lbs will really get to me and I will feel so demotivated).
Is a weigh in necessary on the first meet or do you think that under the circumstances (LL falling apart so suddenly and getting stuck without the packs) she would let me have a week of just packs and then weigh me next week?
Unlike most people finding that I have gained weight is not an incentive to try harder - quite the opposite. My "what the hell" voice kicks in and that is that for another day or so.
I know that if I can have a proper supply of packs I can SS for 7 days, do you think she would wave the weigh in for a week just to give me a chance to get back on track?
I start CD tomorrow having been abandoned about 2 weeks ago by LL when the only office in my area closed without warning.
I have struggled on with the few packs I had left over and up until today I didn't do too badly given the limitations. But today was a total blow out ................... !
I ate like a Gannett - it wasn't even nice stuff just anything I could get my hands on. I could have bought some nice food but I didn't I just got stuck into the bread bin!
I had 8 slices of bread in total and four muffins not to mention the other stuff including two chocolate bars and some Angel Delight. A handful of Pringles also crept in as did a Magnum. :break_diet:
The odd thing is that even before LL I would never have binged like that - not ever but on the occasions when I have slipped off the LL wagon I have gone for it big time!!
I expect that the new CD counsellor will want to weigh me tomorrow. I will be devasted to find that I have gained weight which I think likely (it shouldn't be a lot given that I have been "good" in the main but even 2/3 lbs will really get to me and I will feel so demotivated).
Is a weigh in necessary on the first meet or do you think that under the circumstances (LL falling apart so suddenly and getting stuck without the packs) she would let me have a week of just packs and then weigh me next week?
Unlike most people finding that I have gained weight is not an incentive to try harder - quite the opposite. My "what the hell" voice kicks in and that is that for another day or so.
I know that if I can have a proper supply of packs I can SS for 7 days, do you think she would wave the weigh in for a week just to give me a chance to get back on track?