flab2fab0406
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I decided to start a weigh in diary to keep track of how I am doing. I am going into my third week on WWPP and I love it. I am amazed at how much food I can eat when I make healthy choices and that I don't have to feel guilty if I treat myself. 
I have been battling the bulge for as long as I can remember - and obviously the bulge has always won. I've been a binge eater for most of my life - even at the age of 11, I can remember eating crisps and chocolate in excess and hiding the wrappers!! Then with every diet - from Atkins, Slimfast, Cambridge, Cabbage Soup...came the feeling of being deprived, which lead to more binging and putting on any weight I lost and then some.
I am doing this now because I want to be happier in my skin and I want my husband to be proud and to lust after me haha I laugh about it, but it's a sore subject. He has always made it clear he would find me more attractive if I lost weight...but with every attempt, I failed...making more of a gap between us from resentment. I love him so much and I know he loves me, but it's time for me to do this for the both of us. I have never been happy with my size, just never had the will power before. My husband is very excited for my to get him started on WW once I return home. I am currently on the other side of the world from him for the next 6+ months. It's hard on both of us, but I am going to make the most of it and get a good head start on this and try new recipes that I can cook for him.
I truly feel this is it and I will succeed once and for all - I will also have no problem maintaining on such an awesome diet.
I will stop talking now and get to the weigh ins haha
Start: 3.Feb.2011 233.5lbs (16st 9.5lbs)
Wk1: 10.Feb.2011 227lbs (16st 3lbs -6.5lbs)
Wk2: 17.Feb.2011 225lbs (16st 1lb -2lbs) SILVER 7
I have been battling the bulge for as long as I can remember - and obviously the bulge has always won. I've been a binge eater for most of my life - even at the age of 11, I can remember eating crisps and chocolate in excess and hiding the wrappers!! Then with every diet - from Atkins, Slimfast, Cambridge, Cabbage Soup...came the feeling of being deprived, which lead to more binging and putting on any weight I lost and then some.
I am doing this now because I want to be happier in my skin and I want my husband to be proud and to lust after me haha I laugh about it, but it's a sore subject. He has always made it clear he would find me more attractive if I lost weight...but with every attempt, I failed...making more of a gap between us from resentment. I love him so much and I know he loves me, but it's time for me to do this for the both of us. I have never been happy with my size, just never had the will power before. My husband is very excited for my to get him started on WW once I return home. I am currently on the other side of the world from him for the next 6+ months. It's hard on both of us, but I am going to make the most of it and get a good head start on this and try new recipes that I can cook for him.
I truly feel this is it and I will succeed once and for all - I will also have no problem maintaining on such an awesome diet.
I will stop talking now and get to the weigh ins haha
Start: 3.Feb.2011 233.5lbs (16st 9.5lbs)
Wk1: 10.Feb.2011 227lbs (16st 3lbs -6.5lbs)
Wk2: 17.Feb.2011 225lbs (16st 1lb -2lbs) SILVER 7
