Danielle's Diet Journal

Diet Start - 10th January 2O11

Welcome to my journey!..And an interesting one it has been getting here!.

Okay, a bit of background information..The heaviest ive been in the whole of my lifetime is 11 stone, and i was this at a very young age, around 12 years old. I couldn't understand it myself, years of leftover polishing had finally caught up with me. Id never been that cautious of my weight until i started secondary school when the pounds piled on.

Kids can be so mean, is my lesson. I got called some pretty harsh things such as 'Fat heffer' 'Pudding' and 'Penguin' (apparently i waddled when i walked hence my nickname penguin), i felt so bad that id go home, cry and eat a few chocolate bars to make myself feel better, and no wonder i got so heavy, but what crap you go through can only make you stronger at the end of the day. I left school and slowly my weight began to fall, back down to 10 and a half stone.

I remained in the 10 stone range all through college until i was around 19, and then my weight began to get closer to 9 stone.

Not only is my weight out of control so are my measurements. Before i met my fiance, Ian. I had a 28 inch waist and was fairly content with the way i look, but some people say when your content you let everything go, so bye bye went my portion control and my touchyness with the take away!.

And here i am about 3 tries at a diet later, 10 stone 6 and a quarter pounds heavier, 4 inches fatter with a 32 inch waist! and a 34 inch bust! and im determind more than ever to get shaplier for the summer and feel good!..Instead of feeling hot, bothered and miserable!

Well, if you've read this far..Im sure proud of you :p

- Danii x
 
Lol i know ive given up trying to make it say im 5 foot! haha!..Stupid measurements! :D thank you :)

Date - 18th January 2O11

Well, to sum up my diet recently in one word would be..Disaster!. Ive been so bad!, last week i ended up caving in to a takeaway, much to my objection to the fiance and the lack of desire to eat a jacket potato i decided to go and eat a cheeseburger with bbq sauce and fries and i felt so guilty afterwards it was awful!..And ive found once you've not eaten a takeaway in weeks you enjoy it less for some strange reason!..What usually tasted like heaven now tastes like crap!..Its weird:confused:

But now, all thats behind me and ive turned over a new leaf, i had my weigh in on Monday and so far ive only lost 1 and a quarter pound!, i guess its better than nothing, it seems to be falling off my father quicker than it does me, he's lost around 4 and a half!..I just cant understand it!, but then again he hasn't been drinking full sugar coke nearly everyday i suppose..I just cant seem to get into coke Zero or pepsi max or anything like that!..It just tastes like nothing so im rather touchy about what kinda' coke i drink haha!:eek:

Anyway, thats all for today!..Ill write soon if i remember or im not ashamed haha! :p

Danii x
 
Date - 20 January 2011

How mad does the body get when its depraved of chocolate?, answer is..It goes stark raving mad!, mines been mad with me since i started this diet!, its punished me by giving me one hell of a cold:p and making me eat around 4 celebration chocolates..But once i did i felt much better!

But ive now decided to turn over a new leaf and tailor my diet so i have some kind of point allowance for a sweet treat every now and then and then the more i do that the less ill want to cheat hopefully!.

This weekends going to be my biggest challenge yet as im going to stay with my fiance while his mothers away in Manchester until the birth of her daughters baby, so im hoping this weekend i wont be tempted by anything lovely, and then i get to keep an eye on my fiancé as he's decided to join the diet force at long last after much convincing! So we're going to be watching each others calories i suppose, oh what fun we'll have eh?:rolleyes:

Anywho, ill be back on Sunday and ill have my weigh in on Monday so i can write in and tell everyone how it went :D

Danii x
 
I understand your pain. I don't cut chocolate out of my diet, I just have a smaller portion, like a Curly-wurly. It helps and stops you feeling like you are going without. Coca-Cola is another matter, I hate the diet kind so I have just had to cut it out, which was hard. Good luck with the weigh in, mine is also on Monday!
 
Arghh!!!

Date - 23 January 2011

Well!, the weekend was amazing!..The same cant be said for my diet in other words!, complete disaster through and through and i started off on such a positive!

Friday night i had home made tuna pasta bake, was beautiful!. Satuday we we're a bit naughty and had chocolate milkshake and home made cottage pie was nice too! for dinner we had sandwiches! (shop ones since we we're both pretty tired due to personal reasons hehe!)..And sushi but thats not so fattening is it?. its just seaweed, rice and fish?..At least i thought it was anyway haha!

And then Sunday (today) was a bit out of control as well since we ended up having a take away!, of all the things!.

Then, last week i spend nearly 200 quid on clothes and planned to look awesome in them!..And then half of them have to go back on the account of being too porky still to wear them!, ive kept my two coats, but even their a justa' i really do need to try harder and stand up when the words 'takeaway' and 'chocolate milkshake' are mentioned, im a sucker for both really!..That and sour skittles!..Their just an orgasm in every little sugar coated sour 'S' haha!!:D..But still, doesn't really cheer me up with how disgruntled im feeling at the moment, im seriously disappointed!

Well, i think thats enough rambling today!..Ill probably update after weigh in day!, if i haven't got peed off and decided to throw in the diet towel hehe!:cool:

Danii x
 
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