Hi everyone hope you are all ok. I am currently going through a really hard time at the moment with a close family member who has stabbed in the back in ways you could never imagine. On top of that people seem to think that we are splitting up the family by not wanting anything to do with him anymore and we should forgive him. These are all people who have fallen out with other people for alot less but they all have to put their hypocritical two pence in now.
On top of that I just found out I didn't get a job that I really wanted and my dad is really ill.
Really felt like giving in today as all the stress made me want to eat but I actually had a breakthrough. For the first time I realised that if I gave in I would still have the same problems and still be fat and I would rather be slimmer and happier in myself while I attempt to sort my life out. Even went and got Mc Donalds for the kids as a treat and didn't even feel sorry for myself. I feel stronger now in a way.
Sorry for going on but just needed to post to make extra sure I don't weaken later on.
On top of that I just found out I didn't get a job that I really wanted and my dad is really ill.
Really felt like giving in today as all the stress made me want to eat but I actually had a breakthrough. For the first time I realised that if I gave in I would still have the same problems and still be fat and I would rather be slimmer and happier in myself while I attempt to sort my life out. Even went and got Mc Donalds for the kids as a treat and didn't even feel sorry for myself. I feel stronger now in a way.
Sorry for going on but just needed to post to make extra sure I don't weaken later on.