Daisysp8
Full Member
Ok ... So i haven`t just fallen off the waggon ... the waggon has nosedived of the side of a cliff and has crashed and burned in the valley at the bottom
I had to have an operation on thursday .. so was NIL by mouth .. then when i finally could eat, i had corned beef salad (not bad i hear you say) ... followed by a large pouch of maltesers
I`ve pretty much been a chocolate monster since ... and i just can`t stop ... i got back on the waggon ... eating properly again but by teatime i`m troughing a treat sized Twirl, treat sized buttons .. cheese thins ... bourbon biscuits ... Aaaaaarghhhhh ..... it`s only been for the last 3 days but i`m soooooo cross with myself .. i know i`m doing it, and i`m writing it all down, but i just think "sod it" ... then it eat .. then feel crap afterwards .... Aaaaargh !!
I want to draw a line and say tomorrow is a new day ... but what if i do it again .. and again .... i don`t want to ruin the good work ive done so far, but i`m sooooo desperate for proper chocolate and snacky crap :sigh:
I had to have an operation on thursday .. so was NIL by mouth .. then when i finally could eat, i had corned beef salad (not bad i hear you say) ... followed by a large pouch of maltesers
I`ve pretty much been a chocolate monster since ... and i just can`t stop ... i got back on the waggon ... eating properly again but by teatime i`m troughing a treat sized Twirl, treat sized buttons .. cheese thins ... bourbon biscuits ... Aaaaaarghhhhh ..... it`s only been for the last 3 days but i`m soooooo cross with myself .. i know i`m doing it, and i`m writing it all down, but i just think "sod it" ... then it eat .. then feel crap afterwards .... Aaaaargh !!
I want to draw a line and say tomorrow is a new day ... but what if i do it again .. and again .... i don`t want to ruin the good work ive done so far, but i`m sooooo desperate for proper chocolate and snacky crap :sigh: