mudbabe
Fitness Freak!
After feeling chuffed yesterday after a good weigh in, today I just feel really low.
I went for a 6mile run yesterday afternoon, which was okay but should have felt amazing as it was my first training after hurting my neck last week but I just didn't get my usual buzz from it.
I got home, and although it was my day off I went and helped my boss battle through dinner with the little boy I nannie. I don't know why, but the last 3weeks or so he has become an absolute nightmare, not eating meals then demanding snacks. So we have decided to get really strict for at least a week - meals must be eaten and no snacks at all - but its such hard work.
Then I phoned my mum. We still don't know when grandad's memorial concert will be, and mum said 'I don't see why we are bothering with it anyway, theres no point'. I was so, so upset by this, especially when I remember how she was over her dads funeral.
This morning I went to my Bootcamp as usual, in the sheeting rain. It was the first session of a new course, so we always have a fitness assessment. On the whole my results were up on last month - a few down on situps due to being careful with my neck, but 134 pushups in 2mins and 98 starbursts also in 2mins (gutted as wanted to hit 100 this time) but even so, I have come home feeling sad and low:break_diet:
Don't know what to do with myself now...maybe head back to bed:nightf:
I went for a 6mile run yesterday afternoon, which was okay but should have felt amazing as it was my first training after hurting my neck last week but I just didn't get my usual buzz from it.
I got home, and although it was my day off I went and helped my boss battle through dinner with the little boy I nannie. I don't know why, but the last 3weeks or so he has become an absolute nightmare, not eating meals then demanding snacks. So we have decided to get really strict for at least a week - meals must be eaten and no snacks at all - but its such hard work.
Then I phoned my mum. We still don't know when grandad's memorial concert will be, and mum said 'I don't see why we are bothering with it anyway, theres no point'. I was so, so upset by this, especially when I remember how she was over her dads funeral.
This morning I went to my Bootcamp as usual, in the sheeting rain. It was the first session of a new course, so we always have a fitness assessment. On the whole my results were up on last month - a few down on situps due to being careful with my neck, but 134 pushups in 2mins and 98 starbursts also in 2mins (gutted as wanted to hit 100 this time) but even so, I have come home feeling sad and low:break_diet:
Don't know what to do with myself now...maybe head back to bed:nightf:
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