dellybelly
Silver Member
God, where to start! I know I did a big long introduction on why I wanted to lose weight and how this was my last chance etc. but I really can 't do this diet long term. I know i've broken the back of the most difficult week but I'm feeling like I have a major binge coming on and I'm going to blow the whole thing and ruin all the good work that I've already done.
When I'm asleep I'm dreaming of eating, I'll not torture you by telling you what. i'm tempted by EVERYTHING...
I'm so disappointed but i know my limitations and if I were to break it I would do it in a spectacular fashion. So I've decided to continue 100% until friday when my WI is, do my refeed next week and then follow a low carb/high protein plan.
It has worked wonders in some ways.. I know now that I can sit all night while DS is in bed, not get bored and not eat everything in sight. I can sit through tea breaks at work and not eat anything... but it requires more strength and will power than I have... even with the best of reasons. I needed to make this decision because I've been wavering so much over the past few days and it's been really torturing me.
When I'm asleep I'm dreaming of eating, I'll not torture you by telling you what. i'm tempted by EVERYTHING...
I'm so disappointed but i know my limitations and if I were to break it I would do it in a spectacular fashion. So I've decided to continue 100% until friday when my WI is, do my refeed next week and then follow a low carb/high protein plan.
It has worked wonders in some ways.. I know now that I can sit all night while DS is in bed, not get bored and not eat everything in sight. I can sit through tea breaks at work and not eat anything... but it requires more strength and will power than I have... even with the best of reasons. I needed to make this decision because I've been wavering so much over the past few days and it's been really torturing me.